it sometimes frustrates me how perfect my life is

everyones nice to me, my parents spoil me, i get good grades without even trying, i have an active social life and not to mention a great blog but all the positive stuff happening to me since i was like born makes me wonder how my lifes gonna be later on

like people say karma always gets you back; like how bad things happen to people cause good things are gonna happen to them later like how about when good things always happen to people at the beginning like does that mean bad things are gonna happen to them later

but then some people never see the hardship of life and no matter how ignorant it may seem, people have absolutely perfect lives from birth to death

while some dont.

and theres nothing much you can do about it.

which just hapens to prove karma wrong. 

and equality.

and even though i may be the 1%, my worry of awaiting something bad to happen to me in the near future seems to be the only downside

or maybe its just that im blindly optimistic and dont even notice the bad things that happen to me… or just really arrogant idek anymore